Sunday, December 21, 2014

Light: 12/21/14


Today in Urgent Care I had a little bit of a rant: “It was January 2 years ago that I started getting sick all the time, and it’s been one thing after another ever since. I’m so fed up!”

To which Husband answered, “Ooooh, now all the germs are so scared! Every single-cell organism in the room just shuddered.”

It was worth a good belly laugh.

It has been a good day for levity. As in: we’ve had some good laughs today, and also: we needed some good laughs today.

I have felt good for one week since the most recent sinus/bronchial infection. Now I have shingles. Add the last 2+ months of kid’s illnesses, add all the hours of sitting in or driving to and from doctor’s offices with them, add the stupid asthma that four of us have, and the medicine that helps us breathe that costs twice as much this year as it did last year, add that while the pet mouse has been slowly gruesomely dying of cancer the pet hamster and pet fish died unexpectedly. Things could certainly be worse. But I’m really, really tired of acting like I’m patient.

I can’t say we laughed light-heartedly but we laughed a lot, and shot-through with all kinds of light. That is a levity I can trust , close to perfection.





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2 comments:

  1. Oh Karen,
    Ugh. I'm so sorry. I have to say that we are all hobbling toward 2015, aren't we? Oh my. Hang in there, my friend.

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  2. Hanging on, Laura! So far it is not as bad as I had feared, and for that I am thankful. But yes, there's a fair amount of hobbling. No rules about how we had to get there, I guess! I hope you and yours are all feeling better.

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